Lost in Space

I lay with my mind in space,

In endless time I rest but lay awake.

It’s a rush against time,

But I’m losing my prime.

I can’t think, I lay to rot,

Unheard, unthought one second at a time—

As I rush to find the monster that lays inside.

My days are numbered, forgotten and warned

As I scream to be heard.

I’ll make it, or break away—

From all of this pain,

I distance myself but I promise I’ll never be the same!

I trust to be me,

Who I am and who I’m thought to be.

I don’t care what others think,

But my anxiety burns with disbelief.

I bleed and drown when I scream,

Ive ripped apart every single part of me.

But the cuts bleed they are way too deep—

I don’t think I’ll ever be the same.

Still, my heart… still beats.

Yeah, my heart… still beats.

Sometimes I wonder if things could change,

As I lay here in the same fucking place!

This is my tomb—cast me away!

This dark grave is my damned resting space!

I’m lost in time, forgotten and unheard.

I try as hard as I can to be the one who fights,

But every time I’m the one who always loses my sight.

This struggle will never be over.

I’ll just find myself fighting over and over.

I rush to win—

But my impatience is the reason I choose to live.

Save me from this hell,

As I solely cry for help.

I can’t take it anymore—

I need an escape.

I’m tired of waiting once again.

My passion burns with flames,

It’s hot but yet I still feel the same.

Please—free me from these stupid chains!

The monster inside me is locked,

Locked behind a cage!

I wish I could let it out…

And let everything RAGE!