Why

I love you I hate when we fuss ,I just wanna be all about us,I hate it when u rush ,u been tripping lately, tell me how it"s love when u drive me crazy
Swear I just wanna get rid of you,so tired of the Reneque ,my friends say I should have been  let you go but ,it"s side to you they don"t know like when u hold and kiss me,open doors and gift me spend your first and your last ,you both good and bad you got me hella confused, what is it you want me to do,you say I"m not ready to move on and maybe you right but I can"t sit here and make me fight me against me
Telling myself you the one for me ,when part of me knowing better got my mind battling my thoughts at this point it"s what ever 
I tell my friends they be tripping but in my mind I know I need to make better decisions ,this dick so good got me battling my ego,going against my people this straight evil but im so hooked on it ,
I tell him I"m done but I be right back this wicked ways I"m to attached,,he call my phone and say he not going no where and when I wake he be right there i swear this boy toxic love  why do u lie ,
Has anybody ever been through this let me know what it is ,tell me how to break this curse cause loving this man"s getting way worse, I can"t let you sit here and make me fight against me ,I need a change,breaking all my stuff to nothings left crying apologizing I take you back you drain me to nothing left got me fighting against myself  why do you love me like you do if this isn"t love I don"t know crazy over you ,I can"t just let u go ,got them saying London you been through it  lord knows I love you but I"m tired of being stupid 
Looking in the mirror laughing haha it"s such a shame I see blank stairs as you tear me down in vain, say you love me then you act so right, flip and go to tripping baby is it something I"m missing  let me know, why you playing with me like a fucking toy im bout to check out like anonymous invoid  

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