Party of Lies

Verse 1
Five years in the shadows, I held your whispered lies,
Stolen moments, secret nights, under moonlit skies.
You called me to your son’s big day, balloons in the air,
But your smile with her, oh boy, it left me bare.  
Chorus
I’m not your coworker, I’m not your friend,
Five years of love, but it’s time to end.
I was your secret, your hidden plan,
But I’m done being your disposable woman.  
[Verse 2]
Suburban dreams in a postcard house, I stood out of place,
Clara’s eyes, they lingered long, did she see my face?
Your hand brushed mine, a fleeting thrill, but it wasn’t enough,
I’m drowning in the truth, this love’s too tough.  
[Chorus]
I’m not your coworker, I’m not your friend,
Five years of love, but it’s time to end.
I was your secret, your hidden plan,
But I’m done being your disposable woman.
[Flute solo]  
[Verse 3]
That night I lay, replaying every glance, every lie,
Was this a test, a punishment, to watch my heart die?
I deleted your number, set my soul free at dawn,
No more excuses, I’m finally gone.  
[Chorus]
I’m not your coworker, I’m not your friend,
Five years of love, but it’s time to end.
I was your secret, your hidden plan,
But I’m done being your disposable woman.  

Sad, melancholy, grunge, female, live