Hook This my last exhale, I don’t know what’s next Still breathin’, but I feel half fuckin’ dead I tried to heal, but I’m still obsessed With all these demons screamin’ in my head Last exhale, yeah, I’m still here But the fucked up thoughts never disappear I made it out, but I’m still scared ‘Cause the pain followed me fuckin’ everywhere Verse 1 I been drownin’ in my thoughts since day one Tryna stay sober, still feel fuckin’ numb I kicked the drugs I used to love But they still whisper when shit get rough I survived nights I thought would kill me Smilin’ for the world, dyin’ internally They say I’m stronger now, I guess that’s true But strong don’t mean I ain’t still bruised I buried friends, I buried parts of me Buried emotions I was scared to see I learned to live with the fuckin’ pain But it rains in my head every time I sleep I chased the high ‘cause I hated the low Now I hate myself for wantin’ both I said I’d quit more times than I can count Still hear the pill bottle when it ain’t around Pre-Hook I survived shit that shattered my brain But survival don’t mean I’m okay I learned to breathe through the fuckin’ ache But every breath still feels like a mistake Hook This my last exhale, I don’t know what’s next Still breathin’, but I feel half fuckin’ dead I tried to heal, but I’m still obsessed With all these demons screamin’ in my head Last exhale, yeah, I’m still here But the fucked up thoughts never disappear I made it out, but I’m still scared ‘Cause the pain followed me fuckin’ everywhere Verse 2 I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel Every emotion hittin’ too fuckin’ real I numbed myself just to fuckin’ cope Now I’m sober starin’ at no hope I thought success would save my soul Thought money would fix the fuckin’ hole But demons don’t leave when you glow They just lay low, then take control I still crave the numb on my worst days Still miss the peace I felt while faded I hate that part of me won’t die The part that wants one last goodbye I beat the drugs, but the war ain’t done ‘Cause the hardest fight’s when the high is gone I won the battle, lost my calm Now I’m fightin’ myself just to carry on Bridge / Outro If this is healing, it hurts like hell If this is livin’, I’m failin’ still I climbed out the fuckin’ wishing well But I hear it echo when it’s quiet This my last exhale, not my end Just proof I lived through hell again The demons talk, I fuckin’ tell ‘em no I’m still breathin’… Barely, though

My Last Exhale