Chaos

Loneliness takes its toll the heart aches and the tears started to roll as I sat in silence and the violence of darkness took control of me. No longer free I've been decieved by the enemy, cursed from thoughts that brought the temptations that led to my damnation, creating my own insanity it's coming outta me locking the chains from the pain of my sin. Stuck in my own mind where do I begin, standing on the edge ready to jump, I'm all in or I'm all out finding it hard to walk the the line when I'm not feeling fine

Finding comfort in the chaos, accepting loss, fearing the future, guilt and shame my boss
Finding comfort in the chaos, returning to the past, the one that didn't last
Finding comfort in the chaos, like a blanket keeping me warm in my swarm of sin

Scared to talk because I no longer walk the walk, trapped and slapped by my own actions and that's just a fraction of my mind this time. I try to climb outta the pit, falling down again I sit and listen to the hissing of the serpent that brings the suffering and loss of blood. Anger and hate taking over creeping in again feeling unworthy because of the world's desires. My once burning fire extinguished leaving me feeling like a liar trapped in my own mind

Finding comfort in the chaos, accepting loss, fearing the future, guilt and shame my boss
Finding comfort in the chaos, returning to the past, the one that didn't last. 
Finding comfort in the chaos, like a blanket keeping me warm in my swarm of sin .

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