What Will I Be

(Intro)
Years stolen, but I guess that is how it is
It's my own fault for staying so long
No, that's not fair 
I was born to it
Raise to  fear, but love grew there 
And I stayed and stayed till 
The truth was laid bare
Now I'm standing here
Sick 
No, not standing
Falling, curling in on me
(Pre-chorus)
What will I be 
What will I be 
If I'm not me 
The Cult was my life 
I stayed out of love, not fears
And know it's all fallen apart 
Oh dear and now there is no one here
(Bridge)
What will  I be
What will I be
If I'm not me
The Cult was my life
I stayed for love and all humankind, now look at me
Crying on the floor 
30 years gone, how did i not know all along
(Chorus)
What will I be
What does it mean
Will I still be me
Or was that love just for witness Cults means
(Outro)
What will I be
What will I see
Will I still be me
Even with the pain inside, I can see
What  will I be
Will I still be me?

Female R&b group sweet sad song