Demon’s Nightmare

I wake up in a cold sweat, heart in a cage

Thoughts like razors, cuttin’ through the page

Every friend turned ghost, I’m the one they erased

Left behind in the storm, not a soul I can face

All these voices in my head, they don’t ever let go

Tell me I’m worthless, tell me I’m alone

Tryna fake a smile but it breaks my bones

Sick of bein’ strong when I’m on my own

Everyone said they’d stay, but they all disappeared

Now I’m stuck with these scars and my growing fears

Am I too much? Or just not enough?

Even love turns cold when the world gets rough

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Welcome to my demons’ nightmare

Where nobody cares, and nobody’s there

I scream for help but it fades in the air

Is it me or the pain that they all wanna spare?

I’m fallin’ through the cracks, can’t feel the light

Left for dead in the middle of the night

All this hurt got me questionin’ life

Don’t know if they want me, or just like the lie…

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They say “hit me up,” but they never reply

I could vanish today, would they even ask why?

Tired of the fake, tired of the smiles

Tired of walkin’ this road for miles

Got no map, got no one to call

Just my shadow and the voices that crawl

Every step I take, I feel less alive

This ain’t livin’ — just tryna survive

I tried to fit in, I tried to be right

But I’m always the ghost at the edge of their life

They don’t see the war that I fight each night

They just look away when I’m not alright

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Welcome to my demons’ nightmare

Where nobody cares, and nobody’s there

I scream for help but it fades in the air

Is it me or the pain that they all wanna spare?

I’m fallin’ through the cracks, can’t feel the light

Left for dead in the middle of the night

All this hurt got me questionin’ life

Don’t know if they want me, or just like the lie…

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Tell me: if I was gone, would you notice the dark?

Or would I fade out just like the spark?

I’m tired of askin’ if I even belong

Guess bein’ broken is where I’ve been strong

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Demons whisper, they call me by name

Tell me I’m nothin’, but I’m used to the pain

404 Leon, lost in the flame

But maybe bein’ lost is part of the game…