(Intro – low piano, distant sirens)
Dear Lord…
I don’t even know the plan… but I’m locked in…
Life in Your hands… yeah… Chi-Town stand up…
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(Hook)
Dear Lord, I ain’t trippin’, I’m here for the ride
Storms hit different when You right by my side
Weapons formed, but they never took my soul
Had to lose control just to gain control
Say when, I’m movin’, no delay, no fear
Right now I’m grateful, made it through this year
In Jesus name, I’m covered, I’m straight
Came from the mud, now I’m shiftin’ my fate
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(Verse 1)
I wrote this for me, had to heal my own pain
Can’t pour into nobody if my cup got stains
Mental health check, yeah I’m talkin’ to God
Every scar on my body show I made it this far
Did some good, did some bad, I admit I fell
Felt the worst in my chest, like I’m trapped in a cell
Confidence low, yeah I doubted my name
But watch when that check hit, I’m back in my lane
Used to stretch a hunnid like it’s all I had
Now I’m dreamin’ ‘bout jets, never goin’ back
Even on my best days, I still give thanks
Opened doors wide, closed the ones that ain’t
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(Hook)
Dear Lord, I ain’t trippin’, I’m here for the ride
Storms hit different when You right by my side
Weapons formed, but they never took my soul
Had to lose control just to gain control
Say when, I’m movin’, no delay, no fear
Right now I’m grateful, made it through this year
In Jesus name, I’m covered, I’m straight
Came from the mud, now I’m shiftin’ my fate
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(Verse 2 – more aggressive drill flow)
I messed up, yeah I said it, I blew my shot
Success came early, I ain’t ready for the spot
Heart broke down, mind gone numb
Had to face myself like “what you become?”
Ever had a loss and it’s all your fault?
But your pride too loud, won’t let you talk
Now you chasin’ voices, every path you meet
Payin’ life prices just to learn in the street
Wrong crowd linger, cost you your life
Right ones talkin’, but you block advice
It’s your world, yeah you run your show
But the world don’t care, it’ll let you go
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(Bridge – slowed, emotional)
Listen…
It’s your life… your choice… your way…
But let me tell you somethin’ ‘fore it’s too late…
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(Outro / Spoken Drill Flow)
If you ever get tired of blockin’ your growth…
If you ever get tired of bein’ your own roadblock…
Move different… think different…
Choose growth…
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(Final Hook – choir + drill beat)
Dear Lord, now I see the vision clear
Every loss turned lesson, that’s why I’m still here
Say when, I’m ready, I ain’t runnin’ no more
Closed that chapter, now I’m kickin’ new doors