Getting it all out

     I use to keep a diary  when I was younger.
To get all my secrets and thoughts out.
But not now.
Now I have my songs. 
They are my thoughts screaming out.
Because I have held it in so long.
Since I haven't trusted that no one would read it.
But now I am using my songs and experiences to help others.
And I really do hope they help you.
I keep it all in so much.
I hide it all from everyone.
It's hard to share it.
But I love helping.
So I hope they help you. 
Yes, my songs help me too.
They are my way of getting it all out.
Not keeping it all in.
They help with what I let out and share.
Yes, I still hide things, and I don't share it all.
But that has to do with my trust issues. 
What I do share really helps getting it out.
We all need an outlit. 
I keep it all in so much.
I hide it all from everyone.
It's hard to share it.
But I love helping.
So I hope they help you. 
I have held it in so long.
But that's because of my trust issues. 
My songs are my way of getting it all out.
And my way of helping others.
Hope they help you.
Does it help you?
    Does it help?

female, pop rock, motivational mood