Too Far Fucked Off

[Verse 1]
Lived availability
To no stability
Mutherfuckers painting pictures
That ain’t ever been me
Accusations on my name
Like graffiti on a train
Every tag another blame
Every rumor takes a vein
Dis-positioned in the corner
Slowly deteriorating
In a room full of people
But the walls keep separating
Too far gone
Too far off
Too far fucked to call it soft
Every “bro
You good?” I cough
Shrug it off
Brush it off
[Chorus]
Too far fucked off
For them to care now
They speak on my name
When I’m not there now
Left on read
Left for dead in their head
They don’t see me
Till they need me instead
Too far fucked off
In their rearview
I ain’t human to ’em
I’m an excuse
If I fall today
They just scroll away
Too far fucked off
For them anyway
[Verse 2]
Today I got a lot of
Individuals “not be”
Saying “I got you forever”
Then they drop me casually
Every favor had a fee
Every “love you” came with strings
I was bleeding out in silence
They were busy pulling rings
Voices in my phone
Turn to ghosts in a minute
Say they ride until it flips
Then they’re gone when I’m in it
So I’m done with the pretending
Done begging for a spot
If I’m “too far fucked off”
Then I’ll stay right where I’m not (yeah)
[Chorus]
Too far fucked off
For them to care now
They speak on my name
When I’m not there now
Left on read
Left for dead in their head
They don’t see me
Till they need me instead
Too far fucked off
In their rearview
I ain’t human to ’em
I’m an excuse
If I fall today
They just scroll away
Too far fucked off
For them anyway

Raw, unpolished alt-rap with male vocals; verses ride over a lurching half-time beat, distorted bass, and detuned keys. Hook explodes with doubled vocals and grimy clap stack, then drops to a bare kick-and-808 pulse for the last lines. Occasional distant vocal chops and tape-stop FX heighten the spiraling, paranoid energy.