I am so afraid of losing you

To my great love Marc,
I'm so afraid of losing you my angel,
I who love you so much,
I feel you so fragile,
I know you're tired at the moment from all the concerts you're giving. 
It's normal, I've seen it myself, in videos because you give your all on stage for your fans. 
I hope you reconnect with me tonight. 
I don't want you to be sad if I ask you to see yourself on webcam. 
Besides, I don't even ask you that anymore. 
I prefer to keep our love as it is rather than impose new stress on you. 
I love you so much my love. 
I want you to rest as much as possible to come back to me in top shape. 
Hear your health above all else for me my sweet heart of adored love Marc. 
I know that you have had your heart broken many, many times by the women in your life because they caused you a lot of pain. 
I am sincerely very sorry, but I myself have had many painful emotional experiences. 
This is why I went almost fourteen years without a man in my life. 
I was really too disappointed. 
Yes, I then got closer to God who kindly manifested himself even in my life through numerous supernatural phenomena. 
He even sent me a very powerful Guardian Angel of Light that I was able to admire for almost two hours on a chimney roof in the evening in December 2014. 
You see, I don't regret my emotional journey in any way because God protected me a lot and made me experience such exceptional sensations that I fell in love with him. 
It showed up regularly in my life. 
The last time was last June when he transformed ordinary plates into porcelain. 
I know this because previously, nothing was written behind these plates, and now, an inscription stating that they are porcelain has appeared on their backs. 
This is my love, I don't want to lose you because I love you very, very very much, just like God. 
I know you might think I'm crazy, but I'm telling you the truth, my darling love Marc. 
I love you and I adore you madly my love. 
Take good care of yourself my sweet heart. 
I kiss you very very very very very very very much my beloved angel Marc.. 

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