Stuck in a phase

(Stuck in a phase hm oh yea) I’ve mastered being alone stuck in a phase everything feels okay but I’m slowly 

Loosing my mind a story I’ll tell another day used to love hard until love destroyed me without weed I’m loosing 

My subconscious might go unconscious uncontrollably loosing my grip I’m tormented every years the same 

Wonder if she’ll chase me like I used to chase her numb my pain with the smoke in my lungs my brains been so 

Faded as I write these songs I tend to forget about the past but it some how comes back in my mind when I feel 

Okay I’m not really okay life’s never been the same since I was a kid I smoke so I can feel better but it still never 

Helps whenever I get trapped in my thoughts I tend to get so faded so they quiet down told myself I’d give up but 

I lied check mate I’m not going to deep been loosing to sleep used to love a lot till it turn me unconscious without music

I’m loosing my purpose I run got me saying go little rockstar seems like the only time I vent is when I’m behind the 

Mic but that’s another story for another year I’m not going to go that far down my life line to be continued stuck in a 

Phase maybe ill tell you about it some day but for now I’ll just spit what’s on my mind life’s been so crazy never 

Really had a good day but that’s another timeline (ohh hope I’m wrong)

Melodic rap, emo rap, Chicago rap, emo, punk, contemporary r&b, melodic drill, male