Demons in My Smile

[Intro]
Yeah…
I don’t even know who I am anymore
Been screaming but nobody hears me

[Chorus]
I got demons in my smile, pain behind my eyes
Used by the ones I loved, now I’m dead inside
Family don’t see the storm that I hide
So I fake a grin, but I’m breakin’ down every night
They don’t know, they’ll never see
What this world really did to me
I’m just tryna breathe, tryna find peace
But the scars run deep, and they’ll never leave

[Verse 1]
I gave my heart, they left it in the dirt
Now I’m numb as fuck, can’t feel the hurt
But it’s still there, buried in my chest
Like a voice in my head sayin’, “You’ll never be your best”
Mom and dad see a kid that’s fine
But I’m screamin’ in silence, losin’ my mind
Friends fade out when the mask falls down
So I smile real wide while I drown

[Verse 2]
Tell me why love feel like a curse
Every time I trust, it just gets worse
She said forever, but forever was a lie
Now I got trust issues I can’t even justify
I walk with ghosts, sleep with regret
Try to forget, but I ain’t healed yet
Every “you’ll be fine” just cuts me more
’Cause they never saw the battles I fought before

[Chorus]
I got demons in my smile, pain behind my eyes
Used by the ones I loved, now I’m dead inside
Family don’t see the storm that I hide
So I fake a grin, but I’m breakin’ down every night
They don’t know, they’ll never see
What this world really did to me
I’m just tryna breathe, tryna find peace
But the scars run deep, and they’ll never leave

[Bridge]
Put a mask on just to survive
But it’s gettin’ harder to keep the lie
I’m a shadow walkin’ in my own skin
They see a smile, but I’m caved in

[Outro]
Yeah, fake smile just to make it through
But I wish they knew what I’ve been through
These demons never leave me alone
And I still feel broken, even when I’m home

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Sad Emo rap