Demons in My Smile

Yeah…

I don’t even know who I am anymore

Been screaming but nobody hears me

I got demons in my smile, pain behind my eyes

Used by the ones I loved, now I’m dead inside

Family don’t see the storm that I hide

So I fake a grin, but I’m breakin’ down every night

They don’t know, they’ll never see

What this world really did to me

I’m just tryna breathe, tryna find peace

But the scars run deep, and they’ll never leave

I gave my heart, they left it in the dirt

Now I’m numb as fuck, can’t feel the hurt

But it’s still there, buried in my chest

Like a voice in my head sayin’, “You’ll never be your best”

Mom and dad see a kid that’s fine

But I’m screamin’ in silence, losin’ my mind

Friends fade out when the mask falls down

So I smile real wide while I drown

Tell me why love feel like a curse

Every time I trust, it just gets worse

She said forever, but forever was a lie

Now I got trust issues I can’t even justify

I walk with ghosts, sleep with regret

Try to forget, but I ain’t healed yet

Every “you’ll be fine” just cuts me more

’Cause they never saw the battles I fought before

I got demons in my smile, pain behind my eyes

Used by the ones I loved, now I’m dead inside

Family don’t see the storm that I hide

So I fake a grin, but I’m breakin’ down every night

They don’t know, they’ll never see

What this world really did to me

I’m just tryna breathe, tryna find peace

But the scars run deep, and they’ll never leave

Put a mask on just to survive

But it’s gettin’ harder to keep the lie

I’m a shadow walkin’ in my own skin

They see a smile, but I’m caved in

Yeah, fake smile just to make it through

But I wish they knew what I’ve been through

These demons never leave me alone

And I still feel broken, even when I’m home

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