Curl my hair

[Intro]
Yeah, mm, yeah, yeah ouuuuu
Lost in my mind, pills on the floor
[Verse 1]
Curl out my hair 'cause I don’t care anymore  
Faded reflections of a life I ignore  
Trapped in a cycle, the high and the drop  
Chasing the feeling, can’t find a way to stop  
Pain in my chest but it feels like I’m flying  
Voices inside say I’m done with the trying  
Got shadows and demons creeping in every night  
Swallow the darkness, it feels so right  
[Pre-Chorus]
Wander through halls painted gray by despair  
But when the lights flash, it’s like I’m a prayer  
She gave me a chance but I’m losing the fight  
Addicted to comfort, but it's never quite right  
[Chorus]
Curl out my hair cause I don’t care anymore 
Tired of these unspeakable whores
Don’t know if I can do this anymore 
I just hope she doesn’t find me fallen out on the floor
[Bridge]
Type of love that drags you down into the hole  
Fleeting moments, every high takes its toll  
I don’t know how to breathe, drowning in the dream  
Searching for solace in a shattered esteem  
[Verse 2]
Wake up in the morning, the sun’s burning bright  
A faded reminder of last night’s fight  
She says that she loves me, but I can’t see the light  
Lost in the rush, oh every time I ignite  
Can you hear the whispers calling out to me?  
Lost in the chaos, wondering who I should be  
Fingers on the edges, it’s a delicate dance  
Life's spinning circles with a shadow romance  
[Chorus]
Curl out my hair cause I don’t care anymore 
Tired of these unspeakable whores
Don’t know if I can do this anymore 
I just hope she doesn’t find me fallen out on the floor
We’re chasing love wrapped in pills 
Living this life like there’s nothing but thrills
Falling apart but I put you in my will
So tell me it’s real, let the feelings do as they will
We’re chasing love wrapped in pills and shadows  
Got lost in the night, now I'm feeling so low  
Hiding behind every heartache I know  
Pills on the floor, but we’re never alone  
[Outro]
Yeah, mm, yeah, yeah
Curl out my hair 'cause I don’t care anymore  
Caught in this battle, always wanting more  
I just hope that the love finds me on the floor  
Fading like echoes of what I adored  
Yeah, yeah
Pills on the floor... 

Emotional Trap, Dark Beats, Ambient Synths, Male vocal auto tune, guitars, loud 808s