I‘m Fine

(Verse 1)
I told you I was fine, you didn’t look too close,
You heard the words, but not the shaking in my throat.
I laughed it off like nothing’s wrong at all,
But every time you leave, I swear I break a little more.

We sit in silence like we’re strangers in one home,
You’re here with me, but god, I’ve never felt so alone.
I hold the pieces like they’re glass against my chest,
Trying not to bleed, trying to convince myself I’m blessed.

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(Pre-Chorus)
I didn’t want to make a scene,
Didn’t want to say your love felt mean.
So I swallowed everything.

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(Chorus)
I said I’m fine —
Even when I cried myself to sleep last night.
I said I’m fine —
Even when I drowned from trying not to fight.
You didn’t ask, you never do,
And maybe that’s the saddest truth.
I said I’m fine —
But I was breaking every time.

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(Verse 2)
I used to think that love meant learning how to bend,
But love is not supposed to hollow you out from within.
You said you cared, but only when it served your name,
I gave you everything, and all you gave me back was blame.

I tried to tell you, god, I tried a thousand times,
But you only listen when the story fits your pride.
So I bit my tongue until it didn’t have a taste,
And now all that’s left of me is something you erased.

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(Pre-Chorus)
And I won’t stay quiet anymore,
No more bleeding on the floor
Just to keep your comfort warm.

Ohohohoohoooooooooooooo

(CHORUS)
I said I’m fine —
But I was dying every single night.
I said I’m fine —
But I was shrinking just to fit your light.
You never looked, you never tried,
You never saw me lose my fight.
I said I’m fine —
But I was breaking.
Every.
Time.

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(Bridge)
I don’t blame you for not hearing me.
I blame me —
for whispering.

I should’ve screamed.
I should’ve left.
I should’ve chosen me instead.

(Chorus)
I said I’m fine —
But I was dying every single night.
I said I’m fine —
But I was shrinking just to fit your light.
You never looked, you never tried,
You never saw me lose my fight.
I said I’m fine —
But I was breaking.
Ohohohooohohooooooo
I said I’m fiiiineeeeeee
But I was dying every single night.
I said I’m fiiiinnneeeeeeee
Ohohohohooooooooo
But I was shrinking just to fit your light.
You never looked, you never tried,
You never saw me lose my fight.
I said I’m fine —
But I was breaking.

Mhmmmmmmmmmm

I said I’m fine.
But now I don’t say anything
For you.

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