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It's time to heal [Heal]

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You cost me alot more than my pride

You brought darkness to the light

Kicking and screaming

Poking and prodding at old wounds that didn't need to be

Dug back up

Dug back up

You just committed friendship suicide

I did warn you that this would be how it would end

I fucking told you not to go there but you went behind my back and went and did it

They don't know the pain

He doesn't have a clue because he's never lost someone like you

I felt when i had to say goodbye at the train station

For what i thought was for the last time

He wasn't around for the weeks i had

Head over the toilet seat

Full body sweats

Ears ringing

Feeling my heartbeat pulse through all of my body

Stomach tied up in knots

I was slowly dying with grief

I could tell by the look in her eyes that day

She was done but i had to stay and a part of me died knowing i would eventually be seeing her happy with someone else but somehow survived and got through and blastased right past it but i will admit a part of me is glad i did but it came with it's consequences later on down our seperate roads

Some shit you see

You can never be prepared for

I said

Some shit you see

You can never be prepared for

Just hurts to even be present these days

Yeah yeah

Hurts to even be present these days

knowing she ain't ever comin back but she's out there somewhere

She's out there somewhere

I'm aimlessly walking in the middle of nowhere

Nobody comes here

It's cold here

I had to take my mind away when it was the last thing i wanted to do but

I had to do something

I needed somewhere to store this shit

I found the motherfuckin himalayan mounts

Oh

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