(Low, grimy funk bass. Distorted 808s. Breath ragged.)
Verse 1
Yeah—
Heart like a brick in a blender,
Teeth clenched, I remember,
Your name taste bitter, December
In my veins, I surrender
To the ache, to the hate, to the venom you send her
I’m a mess, I’m a wreck, I’m a sin with a temper
Every text got me pacing, shaking, sweating
Every breath feel like I’m choking on a threat and
I don’t sleep, I just rot in the dark
Mind sharp, teeth gnash, thoughts bark
You carved your initials into my spine
Now I limp every time that I cross that line
Pre-Hook
You got me sick, you got me twisted
Love like a curse, I sniff it, sip it
I hate your voice, I crave your breath
You’re my fix, my theft, my death
Hook
Back-to-back scars, cut me, don’t stop
Love like a drug and I’m dumb, I pop
Heart full of rot, mouth full of bile
Say your name like a threat, not a smile
Back-to-back scars, bleed in the booth
I’d burn my whole damn soul for the truth
I hate that I need you, hate that it’s real
Hate how you hurt me, love how it feels
Verse 2
I’m spiraling fast, I’m snapping, I’m cracked
Mirror talk reckless, I’m losing the mask
You pull me in close just to spit me back out
Now my ribs feel hollow when I scream and shout
I fantasize fights just to feel you care
Every kiss feel sharp, like a blade in the air
I’m obsessed, I confess, I’m a problem, a plague
Say your name in my sleep like a prayer I can’t say
I tried to quit you—ha, that’s a joke
Cold sweats, tight chest, hands on my throat
I’d rather drown in the pain you provide
Than live one clean night without you inside
Bridge (half-sung, breaking)
Tell me you hate me, tell me you’re gone
Tell me you love me just to be wrong
Rip me apart, then beg me to stay
I live for the crash, not the getaway
Verse 3
Yeah—
I’m venom and need, I’m hunger and spite
I’d torch every bridge just to see your light
Friends say “run,” but I dig in deep
I like my hell loud, I like my demons cheap
You got me talking to walls, punching air
Bleeding my truth like you’re never there
I know you poison, I know you pain
Still chase your shadow through acid rain
Hook (final, louder)
Back-to-back scars, carve ‘em in time
Every love song I write sound like a crime
Heart stay feral, soul stay bruised
I don’t want healing—I want you
Back-to-back scars, scream my name
Set me on fire, call it flame
I hate that I love you, love that I ache
If this kills me slow—then let it break
(Outro: distorted laugh → heavy bass drop → cut.)