Anger making me dangerous almost if not fully deranged Costing all the progress that I made to date my mind is a kleptomaniac stealing away my happiness like night steals away the day clouds in my mind blocks out my sunshine has me questioning my fate thinking that it's too late like a train wreck derailed from it's tracks I can't get back on track can't keep track to many highs to many lows steam whistle blows screaming out for help underneath my breath I'm out of breath I can't breathe encrypted messages in the words I sing wrongfully believing that noone can relate to this mental state my Mind alive with wildfire passions and desires yet dying right befor eyes While sorrow with in rage escalates with in Fighting day and night torn between the cacophony of collateral damage and the silence that comes with completely giving in Seeming to never be able to get shit right any time i try Wondering who would miss me if I closed my eyes and faded away tonight Seeing my light fade as the chaos cascades around me The sounds in my inner ears are all I'm able to hear although there's no water surrounding me my face feels encased in it drowning on dry ground reaching out for a flotation device what's the price to be paid to be saved I can't save me is it karma punching me in the teeth or the reaper of death knocking on my door looking for another pay day Screaming out in silence with in my own mind it's too loud, Closing my eyes viewing madness within sadness masked by happiness gripped by regrets Trying to find and focus on those silver linings that have been provided by the divine, Scared yet unware that each time i survive curves of twists and bends on the roads of life I'll always finish just fine in the end,How do I know Because I have died and rose again a thousand times severing times What crashes and burns turns to ashes i Will always rise brighter higher and wiser every time,when I drift away into my internal sleep play my songs I sing on repeat keep them on repeat decipher the encrypted messages I leave behind in the songs I sing and the answers you seek to find of what's hanging on the walls of my mind what lies on the floors of my membrain you will find in the chapters of my musical story book I leave behind

Musical Story Book