Higher self

I always thought

i needed

Validity

Validation from outside until i was left with no option but to look

In

Into myself.

I don't know how.

I did it

But

I did it.

Maybe it's time

Maybe it's time

I reached out

Now that i feel

Better

Abit more together

I will love you forever

People think

They have all the fuckin answers.

The Audacity

To look down their nose at me.

Like they could've done better

Go ahead and try it then

If it's so easy

I go and sit by the waterfall

Sit with it all

For a lil while.

And get around to being alone with you

Sad but true

What would you say to me

If you were sat next to me on this bench right now?

What would you do in my situation?

What would it be that you'd come up with

I wanna know but i'll never know because

I'll never ask

I'm so close

To winding up

Where i've been before

Where you go

Nobody wants to know

I have been here too many times before

Homeless nowhere to go

Feeling that sinkin feeling of hopelessness Helplessness

I'm so tired of feelin this way

Sick of this Weight

Weighing heavy on me

Like a chest plate of armour

Armour so shiny you could see

Your reflection in it

If you think you know

Think again

If you think you know me

Think Again

I looked inside and i

Mistaken myself for a monster

A monster

But instead i Found a warrior

When It's time

I will put you beside me

Divide n conquer......baby

We divide

We conquer

Logic always wins when you wanna play a game with us

You better think twice

Before you play with what you'll never understand

Fuck around and find out

All the deeper reasons

Change with the seasons

Sun rise leads into sun set

Principle

Purpose

Value

Respect

Nothing more, nothing less

If only you knew

What you mean to me

A bond

So unbreakable

So unshakeable

It's just about

Bearable

It just took time and distance to

Be

Manifested

I needed time and to find a space

To find my.

Direction.

Balance

Balance but in

Equal measure

Would it be fair?

After all these years apart

Forcably forcing to believe that lie

I feel fine

All Brand New

Knowing a massive part of me is with you

I never hit rock bottom

I fell into the hand of my

Higher self.

I never hit rockbottom

I just fell

Into the hand

Of my

Higher Self