I sleep alone

Yeah

I been drownin’ in my thoughts again

Same demons, new money

Same pain, different drugs

Money stack high but my mood stay low

Sex in the sheets but I sleep alone

Pills in my hand, yeah they talk to me

Say they got love when they lie to me

I tried sobriety, it don’t feel right

I need somethin’ stronger for the lonely nights

Fame don’t save you, it just let you hide

So I get high just to feel alive

I remember broke nights prayin’ for a sign

Now I’m rich as hell but I’m runnin’ outta time

Every check clear but my mind still cloudy

Every pill say peace but it never found me

Girls love me ‘cause the bankroll loud

But they don’t hear my thoughts when the room goes quiet

Dealer on speed dial more than my friends

I trust chemicals more than humans again

Mama say slow down, I say “one more line”

I been chasin’ highs just to outrun my mind

Love turn fake when the Percs kick in

Heart go numb, yeah the hurt give in

I wear designer over deep regret

Tryna flex my way outta shit I ain’t fixed

Smile for the camera, cry in the coupe

Money talk loud but it don’t tell truth

Money stack high but my mood stay low

Sex in the sheets but I sleep alone

Pills in my hand, yeah they talk to me

Say they got love when they lie to me

I tried sobriety, it don’t feel right

I need somethin’ stronger for the lonely nights

Fame don’t save you, it just let you hide

So I get high just to feel alive

Hotel hallways smell like smoke and regret

Empty bottles got me makin’ promises I never kept

She say she love me, I don’t know what that mean

When the lean in my cup feel more loyal than she

I been fightin’ myself, always losin’ the round

Every pill feel safe ‘til it take me down

Heart too heavy, wrist too light

If I don’t pop somethin’, I won’t sleep tonight

Friends turn ghosts when the money increase

Everybody want a cut, nobody want peace

I got sex, drugs, cash in excess

Still depressed in a room full of blessings

I don’t fear death, I fear feelin’ sober

I fear the day when the high is over

If I quit now, I gotta face my past

All the shit I buried in a double cup glass

So I sip slow, let my heartbeat race

Tryna escape me, can’t leave my face

Money stack high but my mood stay low

Sex in the sheets but I sleep alone

Pills in my hand, yeah they talk to me

Say they got love when they lie to me

I tried sobriety, it don’t feel right

I need somethin’ stronger for the lonely nights

Fame don’t save you, it just let you hide

So I get high just to feel alive

Money, sex, drugs — I got all three

Still lookin’ for somethin’ that’ll save me