[Intro] Yeah I been drownin’ in my thoughts again Same demons, new money Same pain, different drugs [Hook] Money stack high but my mood stay low Sex in the sheets but I sleep alone Pills in my hand, yeah they talk to me Say they got love when they lie to me I tried sobriety, it don’t feel right I need somethin’ stronger for the lonely nights Fame don’t save you, it just let you hide So I get high just to feel alive [Verse 1] I remember broke nights prayin’ for a sign Now I’m rich as hell but I’m runnin’ outta time Every check clear but my mind still cloudy Every pill say peace but it never found me Girls love me ‘cause the bankroll loud But they don’t hear my thoughts when the room goes quiet Dealer on speed dial more than my friends I trust chemicals more than humans again Mama say slow down, I say “one more line” I been chasin’ highs just to outrun my mind Love turn fake when the Percs kick in Heart go numb, yeah the hurt give in I wear designer over deep regret Tryna flex my way outta shit I ain’t fixed Smile for the camera, cry in the coupe Money talk loud but it don’t tell truth [Hook] Money stack high but my mood stay low Sex in the sheets but I sleep alone Pills in my hand, yeah they talk to me Say they got love when they lie to me I tried sobriety, it don’t feel right I need somethin’ stronger for the lonely nights Fame don’t save you, it just let you hide So I get high just to feel alive [Verse 2] Hotel hallways smell like smoke and regret Empty bottles got me makin’ promises I never kept She say she love me, I don’t know what that mean When the lean in my cup feel more loyal than she I been fightin’ myself, always losin’ the round Every pill feel safe ‘til it take me down Heart too heavy, wrist too light If I don’t pop somethin’, I won’t sleep tonight Friends turn ghosts when the money increase Everybody want a cut, nobody want peace I got sex, drugs, cash in excess Still depressed in a room full of blessings I don’t fear death, I fear feelin’ sober I fear the day when the high is over [Bridge] If I quit now, I gotta face my past All the shit I buried in a double cup glass So I sip slow, let my heartbeat race Tryna escape me, can’t leave my face [Hook] Money stack high but my mood stay low Sex in the sheets but I sleep alone Pills in my hand, yeah they talk to me Say they got love when they lie to me I tried sobriety, it don’t feel right I need somethin’ stronger for the lonely nights Fame don’t save you, it just let you hide So I get high just to feel alive [Outro] Money, sex, drugs — I got all three Still lookin’ for somethin’ that’ll save me