Survival Mode

(Verse 1)
Because of you 
I've learn't to juggle many different things  at once 
I'm the type to wanna get it done 
So i know it's bin done because if you leave it to someone else 
They might be happy to sit back and do nothin 
(Pre- Chorus) 
I am proactive 
I will not sit and do nothing 
I am also fast running 
Out of options 
Trying my damndess not to
Retrace past steps 
(Chorus) 
I need abit of guidance 
I need to find a place for me 
A place that i can be free to do the things  
like gettin myself some therapy 
I'm not ashamed to say that i've been  struggling for too long now 
Spent way too long in survival mode
(Verse 2) 
But i believe in all that it's how you handle or manage a situation mentally 
It's about mentality 
But it's becoming impossible to self diagnose 
Looking down at my bags 
Feelin the weight of this grief 
Opening the palm of my hand 
Counting the cost 
(Chorus) 
I need abit of guidance 
I need to find a place for me 
I'm not ashamed to say that i've been  struggling for too long now 
Spent way too long in survival mode

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