Get over yourself

I don't understand 
Or perhaps I dont care
All that I know
Is there's no feelings there
Nothing within me
Gives even a fuck
And if you wish it were different 
Boy you're so out of luck
Maybe long ago
I could have been triggered
But where we are now
Not a bit of it lingers
Maybe youre hopeful
Something might be felt
But these are the facts
The cards have been dealt
Now I am not saying 
That I'm dead inside
Or that you're true feelings 
You should wish to hide
But what i know love
Beyond all reason and doubt
Is that if it's not real 
Then baby I'm out
I've had my heart fucked with
With evil intentions
Been put through such pain
Some things I won't mention
Been dragged through the dirt
Till my bleeding made mud
Prayed to the heavens
But no God lives above
When all of that failed
My bitterness grew
Made my fists clench 
And vile words I would spew
Hardened my heart
Till I became stone
No longer a man
Hardly flesh and bone
In the midst of it all 
With no reason or rhyme
You came into view
And I lost touch with time
What  so long ago
Had stopped it's beating
Now moans to be near you
And won't stop repeating
My only hope now
Is that you'll understand 
How precious this is
And reach for my hand
I don't know the future
And for once I'm not scared
All I know is it's empty
If it's lived and not shared

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