Get over yourself

I don't understand

Or perhaps I dont care

All that I know

Is there's no feelings there

Nothing within me

Gives even a fuck

And if you wish it were different

Boy you're so out of luck

Maybe long ago

I could have been triggered

But where we are now

Not a bit of it lingers

Maybe youre hopeful

Something might be felt

But these are the facts

The cards have been dealt

Now I am not saying

That I'm dead inside

Or that you're true feelings

You should wish to hide

But what i know love

Beyond all reason and doubt

Is that if it's not real

Then baby I'm out

I've had my heart fucked with

With evil intentions

Been put through such pain

Some things I won't mention

Been dragged through the dirt

Till my bleeding made mud

Prayed to the heavens

But no God lives above

When all of that failed

My bitterness grew

Made my fists clench

And vile words I would spew

Hardened my heart

Till I became stone

No longer a man

Hardly flesh and bone

In the midst of it all

With no reason or rhyme

You came into view

And I lost touch with time

What so long ago

Had stopped it's beating

Now moans to be near you

And won't stop repeating

My only hope now

Is that you'll understand

How precious this is

And reach for my hand

I don't know the future

And for once I'm not scared

All I know is it's empty

If it's lived and not shared