Gone to Hell

A new day

Things the same way

Dont know what to do

No way to get through

Can't stop this roller coaster

No motivation poster

Can change this sinking feeling

My hope shes slowly killing

My days all alone and cold

Im wasting and growing old

Once sex love and happiness

A magical powerful success

Now I'm just cold and alone

My heart has turned into stone

At some point we took a big fall

I found myself outside the wall

She won't surrender won't let me back in

As though I committed some egregious sin

I am treated like im a disease

As she runs around doing as she please

I cant take it no more

She can't care less if I hit the door

Once sex love and happiness

A magical powerful success

Now I'm just cold and alone

My heart has turned into stone

The problem is I love her still

Despite her hearts bug chill

Im still thinking we can heal

Even though my head screams get real

Spiraling down towards a harsh end

I've got to break this downward trend

Yeah she is special and means alot

But I am worthwhile and been taught

To trust myself and rely on me

I will rise up she will see

Mess with me and you'll find out

Shes going to miss me without a doubt

Once sex love and happiness

A magical powerful success

Now I'm just cold and alone

But its time to change the tone

She will know regret and see

She had the best thing when she had me