Gone to Hell

A new day
Things the same way
Dont know what to do
No way to get through
Can't stop this roller coaster
No motivation poster
Can change this sinking feeling
My hope shes slowly killing
My days all alone and cold
Im wasting and growing old 
Once sex love and happiness
A magical powerful success
Now I'm just cold and alone
My heart has turned into stone 
At some point we took a big fall
I found myself outside the wall
She won't surrender won't let me back in
As though I committed some egregious sin
I am treated like im a disease
As she runs around doing as she please
I cant take it no more
She can't care less if I hit the door 
Once sex love and happiness
A magical powerful success
Now I'm just cold and alone
My heart has turned into stone 
The problem is I love her still 
Despite her hearts bug chill
Im still thinking we can heal
Even though my head screams get real
Spiraling down towards a harsh end
I've got to break this downward trend
Yeah she is special and means alot
But I am worthwhile and been taught
To trust myself and rely on me
I will rise up she will see
Mess with me and you'll find out
Shes going to miss me without a doubt 
Once sex love and happiness
A magical powerful success
Now I'm just cold and alone
But its time to change the tone
She will know regret and see
She had the best thing when she had me

Gritty Hip-Hop Beat with Old-School Vinyl Scratches and Funky Bass