Always the same remix

I don't want to feel, regardless it's always the same

I can only rescue you as long as you'll let me babe

I play hero so well you can hardly tell I'm so afraid

I'd rather lose you now than love you, I'm to blame

I've always been this big of a mess you see

I don't need to lie to you, I promise I'll change

The way you look at me now tells me the truth

It's too late to go back and do it over again

You can't erase what you seen, it's as bad as it seems

My triggers get the best of me, I get so emotional

My feelings run so deep, all of these thingsjust seem to bother me

It's never been a secret I could keep, it finally shows

I run away so quickly, the less you know of me the better

The real me, makes you weak at the knees, but during the same

You look away from me in shame, thinking you been deceived

Not in a good way, toxic has its rough way with me again

I can't change my tone for you, can't change my face either

Reading along the surface, tip trip and fall till I'm gone

Did it really happen, did I imagine it all

TIll I shatter and break, I'll be your mistake

And you can be with my wake up call

Not to get attached, not to love again

People have needs that I'll never meet

There's no point in trying to love mw