I'm...

"Hey...

Yo..."

I'm not your savior

I never said I was gonna be

Honestly, I dont know why you even like me

I failed at everything, Except for the motherfucking lazy things that I thought were gonna be easy

And you ask me how to write like me

But you never had a life like me

Did you fight like me?

I dont know, but you best believe

you dont want to be...

Fucking drunk, hating everything about me

Looking in the mirror, and dont recognize who I see

And these lyrics come from the fucking pain I can't release

The shit deep down thats been destroying me

Eating me

But it's also controlling

Building up the piece of shit I think I'm supposed to be

I Can't get up

I've seen too much

got played so much

And I'm

wondering if its ever gonna be enough

*digital phone dialing*

"Hey man, I was wondering if you had that twenty bucks I~"

*phone clicks and dial tone*

Ive been down, I'm still down

I'm nothing special,

If you were close to me you'd swear I'm fuckin' mental.

I'm just trying to scream into the nothing for something to make sense,

But thats all that I am

I don't have have all the answers

And the motherfucker feels like its growing like cancer

And if you want me to provide more than a good time?

"Well..."

I don't know that I'm capable

And this feeling is feeling like it has no god damn soul

And sometimes I wish you'd let it go

I Can't get up

I've seen too much

got played so much

And I'm wondering

if its ever gonna be enough

I never had support from my so-called family

But I guess it just comes with the territory

I just wanna be seen

But I dont, though

I wanna just fuckin' express myself, before I off myself!

Yeah...

"Still want to be me?

You're fuckin' crazy..."

I Can't get up

I've seen too much

got played so much

And I'm wondering

if its ever gonna be enough