[Verse 1 – Numb & slipping] I wake up tired, pissed, barely holdin’ on, Life hittin’ me early before the break of dawn. Same pain loopin’, feels like a cursed repeat, Another day sayin’, “Go ahead—knock me off my feet.” My heart feels heavy, my chest feels tight, Tryna stay standing but I’m losin’ the fight. People ask, “You okay?” — I just look away, ‘Cause I’m one breath from driftin’ somewhere far away. --- [Pre-Hook – Weak honesty] If I say I’m fine, I’m only feedin’ a lie, So I breathe in the smoke just to quiet my mind. Ganja hits slow, takes the edge off the fear, It’s the only way I feel anything clear. --- [Hook – Floating pain] I’m tired of surviving shit I never asked for, I’m tired of all this hurt… so I breathe this ganja in and let it take the weight off my spirit. Every feeling cuts like a blade in my chest, If misery’s a kingdom, I never get rest. Yeah, I’m hurting, yeah, I’m lost, yeah, I’m barely here— So I drift through the smoke till the pain disappears. --- [Verse 2 – Drowning in thoughts] My emotions jump me like thieves in the night, Anxiety creepin’ close tryna pick another fight. Heart stays heavy, feels ready to break, One more thought and my whole world shakes. I didn’t choose trauma, didn’t choose this path, Life threw storms at me and told me to laugh. People say, “It gets better,” but they don’t see, Everything I touch just falls apart on me. --- [Pre-Hook – Alone in the haze] These thoughts get loud, they tear through my soul, So I let ganja rise till I’m back in control. Let the haze roll in, let it soften the pain, It’s the only peace I find in the middle of the rain. --- [Hook – Deeper sadness] I’m tired of surviving shit I never asked for, I’m tired of all this hurt… so I breathe this ganja in and let it take the weight off my spirit. Every meltdown hits like a knife to the bone, I patch it with smoke just to feel less alone. Yeah, I’m hurting, yeah, I’m here, yeah, I’m trying to steer— But the world keeps swinging and I swing through fear. --- [Bridge – Broken confession] I’m tired of climbin’ out of holes I never dug, Tired of holding myself together with nothing but drugs. My feelings hit reckless, tear me apart, Leave scars on my mind and cracks in my heart. So I breathe slow… let the room go dim… hoping the clouds keep me from breakin’ again. --- [Final Hook – Cracked voice vibe] I’m tired of surviving shit I never asked for, I’m tired of all this hurt… so I breathe this ganja in and let it take the weight off my spirit. Sadness swings first, anger swings next— And I’m stuck in the middle, emotionally wrecked. Yeah, I’m broken, yeah, I’m breathing, yeah, I’m still here— And the smoke is the only thing keeping me near. --- [Outro – Fading in haze] Life keeps hittin’… but I’m breathing slow. Fill my lungs with ganja… just to let the hurt go. ---

Clouded heart