🎤 Structure: One Long Verse (No Hook)
(Laid-back spoken/melodic delivery — half-rap, half-vent)
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[Verse / Monologue]
I been rollin’ just to feel
Smokin’ like love gon’ show up in the seal
She kiss me like the past never mattered
But I still taste the ones that left after
I tell myself “don’t fall,” then slip in it
Heart cold — ain't no blankets thick enough to sit in it
I be high… but not high enough
Like... if I could smoke her outta my system, I’d roll my lungs up
You ever look at somebody and see your worst parts?
But still call ‘em home when the world too dark?
That’s her.
She a habit with a heartbeat
A ghost that lay on my chest while I can’t sleep
She say “why you always pull away after?”
I say “’cause I ain’t tryna feel me in the laughter”
I get high to feel low
I love loud but move slow
I give all, then leave cold
And I’m scared that’s all I’ll ever know
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🎧 Outro – beat fades, wind ambience, soft voiceover
(Spoken, whisper tone)
I been high.
High off her.
But never high enough to forget…