You Still Want Me

I don’t know how to start this
It’s been a while since I tried
I used to talk to You like breathing
Now I’m careful with every line

I thought my faith was steady
But I was only standing still
Then life came in and shook me
And I didn’t know how to feel

Now I’m here in the silence
Too afraid to call Your name

If You still want me
If I’m not too far gone
If grace is still reaching
When everything feels wrong
If I didn’t break it
If mercy still remains
Then meet me in this moment
Don’t turn away

I was angry, I admit it
Didn’t care what lines I crossed
I burned the words I once believed in
When I felt like You were lost

And no one knows that version
I keep hidden deep inside
But it finds me in the quiet
When there’s nowhere left to hide

And I don’t know if You see me
The same way You did before

Do You still want me
Even after all that?
After running, after breaking
Things I can’t take back
Is grace still reaching
Or did I go too far?
Would You meet me in the middle
Of where I am?

I hear You in the silence
Calling out my name
Saying I was never lost
You never walked away

You don’t keep a record
You don’t change Your mind
Even in my worst moments
Your love still finds me

You still want me
I’m not too far gone
Grace is still reaching
Even when I’m wrong
I didn’t break it
Mercy still remains
You meet me in this moment
You don’t turn away

So I’ll come as I am
Not who I was before
If You still want me
I’m Yours

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