Pls God help me

Dear God 
Will you help me
Please save 
From my curse 
Please help me


Dear God how are you
Did you see my flow
I think I'm cursed
Not cured from past 
I was lured in bad thinking 
But I endured
I wasn't so secure
But I had passion 
I craved for wrong things 
Thous What street brings 
But I never loved
Feelings slowed shoved in dirt 
I wasn't allowed to have love
If I wanted to be safe
So no wife, or love,
All of above was respect
You got what you give
 Affecting every direct correct effect 
So that can resurrect
In perfect reject of perfect suspect
I was perfect suspect 
But didn't do anything wrong
I played along and stayed where I belong
I was fan of planing 
Breaking details than replacing
 with perfect scanning 
I had everything 
Bring Respect , money is not needed 
It's not sect,you have everything what you considered conceded
But love was not real 
It was a deal
That not what I feel 
Protecting something dear
Must be bright near by heart 
It's art
Smart interesting part 
Of human heart 
But I don't understand that part
So god help me 
I'm flawed 
Or just blind ,or is it mod
Something get from abroad 
Please send me 1 lovely girl
She will be my pearl 
My godes,my Star 
Curing my scar 
Benith my radar 
Here's defence is my pure inerspace 
Of powerful interface
Beauty only here
Devil tier if enemy appear 
I'm frontier people are drowned near
But I'm silent because it's all clear
So


Dear God 
Will you help me
Please save me
From my curse 
 help me

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