Ocean drawing me under

Walking on the ocean, enjoying the view.All my thoughts consume.They can sue me because my mind thinks clear with sand in my toes , the waves draw me near

I can feel how cold the ocean is. When it is up to my waist, pulling me under\n Over my face.\n The Rip current pulls me out. I'm out of control. I need a lifeguard to save my soul. Someone to save me from my depths of despair.\nOn the ocean , a grasp of air

Back on the water, walking again regaining my strength and these thoughts from within the ocean concerns me, these are my thoughts. I will only keep my toes in the sand.\n For now. Because I will be ways deep and pulled out by the sea

That has control of me

It has\nControl of me

Always has control to me.I love the ocean.It is where I want to be.Sprinkle me into the sea, pulling me under without lifeguards.I will be