Losing faith

I’m losing faith in the path I’m walking

In my mind the demons always talking

I see these shadows always stalking

Anger has been trailing behind

The stars no longer seem to be aligned

From life I still wish to resign

Stuck feeling so confined

Looking in the mirror and see how I’m so unrefined

Always looking back to the past

Don’t ever seem to escape that sense of terror

15 and stopped saying my prayers

Trying to live my life fast

I’m losing faith in the path I’m walking

In my mind the demons always talking

I see these shadows always stalking

Anger has been trailing behind

The stars no longer seem to be aligned

From life I still wish to resign

Stuck feeling so confined

Looking in the mirror and see how I’m so unrefined

Always looking back to the past

Don’t ever seem to escape that sense of terror

15 and stopped saying my prayers

Trying to live my life fast

Thinking I’m losing control of my mental

Losing interest in everything I thought was special

Still wanting to play rounds with the devil

Veins popping out might just blow a blood vessel

Will I ever rise to a different level

Having thoughts of rotting alone in my castle

Seems my hate is a never ending battle

Put my name in the gravel

All I wanna do is travel

Don’t wanna keep on with the grovel

Dig me a grave and hide away the bloody shovel

My death will not be that awful

I’m losing faith in the path I’m walking

In my mind the demons always talking

I see these shadows always stalking

Anger has been trailing behind

The stars no longer seem to be aligned

From life I still wish to resign

Stuck feeling so confined

Looking in the mirror and see how I’m so unrefined

Always looking back to the past

Don’t ever seem to escape that sense of terror

15 and stopped saying my prayers

Trying to live my life fast

I’m losing faith in the path I’m walking

In my mind the demons always talking

I see these shadows always stalking

Anger has been trailing behind

The stars no longer seem to be aligned

From life I still wish to resign

Stuck feeling so confined

Looking in the mirror and see how I’m so unrefined

Always looking back to the past

Don’t ever seem to escape that sense of terror

15 and stopped saying my prayers

Trying to live my life fast