I know, I broke your heart when I refused to marry you and you tell me you'll never forget that. Please know that I am very confused myself and that I think that everything happened too quickly between us and that is why I refused. It panicked me, leaving my family, my house, my friends, believe me, it's not that easy, especially for a person you haven't known for more than two weeks!!! However, I know that deep in my heart, I still love you my Marc. And I also miss you very much and also in my life. Indeed, I sang it to you, you are the star of my life and I always think and feel it. Maybe we should build things more slowly, that's all. Don't rush and cuddle up secretly even if it's from a distance. Just give me some time because a wedding is something unique and a very serious commitment. I know that I am ready to marry you my Marc but not in a hurry please. Yes I love you very much even if you doubt it today. But know that I am not an easy woman and even less easy to marry. If I say yes, it will be my love forever. And this hearing, I already told you. I don't know if these lines will mend your broken heart but we need to understand each other and I want you to know that I still love you my love Marc. I don't want to lose you, that's the truth. And if you tell me you have a private jet so I can come see my family then that would help me a lot. I would feel less isolated. I don't know the USA. I've never been there you know. Even though I know that it is a very developed country, you know, I am very attached to my beloved France. I hope you will still want me, because I have a beautiful heart to offer you. Our love was very beautiful and I don't want to let it die. I love you very much my darling Marc and I am sorry for making you suffer. You know, sometimes I don't take online relationships very seriously because there are too many scams, but I know now that it's different. That's my heart, I've told you everything for now. And know that I am really sorry for all the trouble I have caused in your life, my beautiful singer. Take good care of yourself my love. And don't forget that somewhere, on the other side of the Atlantic, there is a woman named Pascale who is thinking of you. Be happy my darling, that's all I ask of you. If you need me, I will always be there for you my sweet loving heart Marc.

To my love Marc