[Verse 1]
I keep the curtains nailed down
Daylight feels like an x-ray
Every corner in the hallway
Knows my middle name
I hear my father in my heartbeat
Same crack in the same place
Like a password in the bloodstream
I can’t change
[Chorus]
I’m afraid of my own shadow
It follows when I stand still
Every step, every echo
Sounds like someone else’s will
If this is how the story goes
Running in the blood I borrow
I lock the door, I lock the windows
’Til the world can’t find my shadow
[Verse 2]
Friends keep calling through the blue glow
I let it ring out, face down
Talking feels like sharp glass
So I stay underground
Walls closing in so gentle
I almost call it home
Building padded little prisons
Out of skin and bone (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m afraid of my own shadow
It follows when I stand still
Every step, every echo
Sounds like someone else’s will
If this is how the story goes
Running in the blood I borrow
I lock the door, I lock the windows
’Til the world can’t find my shadow
[Bridge]
Is it written in the wiring
Or a choice I never make?
If I open up this bedroom
Will the darkness try to stay?
[Chorus]
I’m afraid of my own shadow
It follows when I stand still
Every breath, every echo
Sounds like someone else’s will
If this is how the story goes
Running in the blood I borrow
I lock the door, I lock the windows
’Til the world can’t find my shadow (my shadow)