Love feel suicidal

Intro

Yeah

Fuck love

Fuck trust

Same pills, same bitch, same fucked-up us

Chorus

I’m stuck in this fuckin’ cycle, love feel suicidal

You say you fuckin’ need me, then treat me like I’m idle

Percs in my bloodstream, fuck how I feel though

I’m high just to hide from the shit that is real, ho

You break me, then fuck me, then lie to my face

Say you fuckin’ care, then you spit on my pain

We toxic as fuck but I’m still right here

Dead flowers, empty bottles, drownin’ in fear

Verse 1

You love when I’m damaged, you hate when I heal

You gaslight my ass, say the pain ain’t real

I pop me a xanny just to shut my head up

‘Cause sober with you got me fed the fuck up

We fight in the kitchen, shit thrown at the wall

You scream “I hate you,” then you beg for my call

I know you’re poison, I know you’re a curse

But I still fuck you like it’s gettin’ worse

Codeine in my cup, I ain’t sippin’ for fun

I sip ‘cause your bullshit got me fuckin’ numb

I tried to leave, but you pull me right back

Heart full of scars, soul pitch fuckin’ black

Chorus

I’m stuck in this fuckin’ cycle, love feel suicidal

You say you fuckin’ need me, then treat me like I’m idle

Percs in my bloodstream, fuck how I feel though

I’m high just to hide from the shit that is real, ho

You break me, then fuck me, then lie to my face

Say you fuckin’ care, then you spit on my pain

We toxic as fuck but I’m still right here

Dead flowers, empty bottles, drownin’ in fear

Verse 2

You read through my phone, but you hidin’ your shit

Call me insecure while you lyin’ again

I spark up a blunt just to breathe through the rage

I’m locked in your love like a fuckin’ cage

You cry in my arms, say you scared to be lone

Then stab me with words when I fully open

I drown in these drugs, yeah, I know it’s fucked

But sober with you is way fuckin’ worse, what

I hate how I need you, I hate how you know

You twistin’ my head, got control of my soul

I pray for some peace, but I stay in this hell

‘Cause pain with you beats bein’ alone with myself

Bridge

Say you’re fuckin’ sorry, then do it again

Say you’ll fuckin’ change, then you ruin the plan

If love is a drug, I’m overdosed

Heart ripped apart, now it’s dead and it’s cold

Chorus / Outro

I’m stuck in this fuckin’ cycle, love feel suicidal

Numb to the red flags, been blind for a while

Percs in my bloodstream, tears in my eyes

If this shit is love, then I’m dead inside

Dead flowers, cold nights, still call you mine

Toxic-ass love ‘til the end of fuckin’ time