Intro Yeah Fuck love Fuck trust Same pills, same bitch, same fucked-up us Chorus I’m stuck in this fuckin’ cycle, love feel suicidal You say you fuckin’ need me, then treat me like I’m idle Percs in my bloodstream, fuck how I feel though I’m high just to hide from the shit that is real, ho You break me, then fuck me, then lie to my face Say you fuckin’ care, then you spit on my pain We toxic as fuck but I’m still right here Dead flowers, empty bottles, drownin’ in fear Verse 1 You love when I’m damaged, you hate when I heal You gaslight my ass, say the pain ain’t real I pop me a xanny just to shut my head up ‘Cause sober with you got me fed the fuck up We fight in the kitchen, shit thrown at the wall You scream “I hate you,” then you beg for my call I know you’re poison, I know you’re a curse But I still fuck you like it’s gettin’ worse Codeine in my cup, I ain’t sippin’ for fun I sip ‘cause your bullshit got me fuckin’ numb I tried to leave, but you pull me right back Heart full of scars, soul pitch fuckin’ black Chorus I’m stuck in this fuckin’ cycle, love feel suicidal You say you fuckin’ need me, then treat me like I’m idle Percs in my bloodstream, fuck how I feel though I’m high just to hide from the shit that is real, ho You break me, then fuck me, then lie to my face Say you fuckin’ care, then you spit on my pain We toxic as fuck but I’m still right here Dead flowers, empty bottles, drownin’ in fear Verse 2 You read through my phone, but you hidin’ your shit Call me insecure while you lyin’ again I spark up a blunt just to breathe through the rage I’m locked in your love like a fuckin’ cage You cry in my arms, say you scared to be lone Then stab me with words when I fully open I drown in these drugs, yeah, I know it’s fucked But sober with you is way fuckin’ worse, what I hate how I need you, I hate how you know You twistin’ my head, got control of my soul I pray for some peace, but I stay in this hell ‘Cause pain with you beats bein’ alone with myself Bridge Say you’re fuckin’ sorry, then do it again Say you’ll fuckin’ change, then you ruin the plan If love is a drug, I’m overdosed Heart ripped apart, now it’s dead and it’s cold Chorus / Outro I’m stuck in this fuckin’ cycle, love feel suicidal Numb to the red flags, been blind for a while Percs in my bloodstream, tears in my eyes If this shit is love, then I’m dead inside Dead flowers, cold nights, still call you mine Toxic-ass love ‘til the end of fuckin’ time

Love feel suicidal