I will live

I took an L, but I will live
You told me that you love me but that wasn't real but I will live. This chapter in my book might be over, but I will live
I gave you my all, but that wasn't enough, but I will live. My heart is broken, but I will live. I was blinded by your love, but I will live. I'll live the pain that hurts so bad, but I will live. 
I have been dreaming of a better day. Too many things are not going my way. Crazy ideas running through my  brain, so much pain, my body feel drain, feeling like o was ran over by a train as I try to maintain my sanity. So I am left here wondering where I go from here. They say the truth should set you free, but a 9mm bullet to the head can release  the  pain. They say what doesn't kill you can only make you strong as smoke on a blunt and think of what's wrong in my life. 
I took an L, but I will live
You told me that you love me but that wasn't real but I will live. This chapter in my book might be over, but I will live
I gave you my all, but that wasn't enough, but I will live. My heart is broken, but I will live. I was blinded by your love, but I will live. I'll live the pain that hurts so bad, but I will live. 

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