I Lie

(Oh)

(Oh)

I cry, I sing.
I lie about every damn thing. 
I don’t know why but I sin.
I know it’s a crime but I’ll win.
Let’s begin this tragic story about my life.

I go over several lines of poetry.
I know I mainly talk about my feelings.
The struggles that I have with living.
Intense emotions I have with thinking.

These are reasons that are enough for me to stop.
Local treasons leading to a cop.
Fake trust, smacking handcuffs on the one who guilty as fuck.
Finds out that he’s innocent but it still won’t be enough.

These pills ain’t enough.
These thrills ain’t enough.
Being killed still won’t be enough.
The chills I get chills from the cuffs.

Liquid gold mixed with promethazine.
Acting cool when you’re just making a scene.
Slipping on your drool and being a straight fiend.
Wanting love when you dont even know what it means.

But again I lie and it’s so hard to die when I just want to get high beyond the sky.
Happiness mixed with lies. 
I can’t believe you’re chilling with that guy.
Piece of shit like a slice of chocolate pie.
So done with it and that’s the reason why.
I’m over it but yet I still cry.
Why the fuck are you always on my mind.

(What the fuck)

So I cry, I sing.
I lie about every damn thing. 
I don’t know why but I sin.
I know it’s a crime but I’ll win.
Let’s dig into this sad world of mine.

I am sad again.
I am mad again.
At my self again.
No wealth again.
Fighting against demons that exist
Losing even when I’m at my best.
Starting to lose my interest in everything I used to enjoy.
To think I was a lil kid playing with his toys.

I give up. 

I don’t wanna try anymore.

It just hurts to live.

What happened to my happiness?

It disappeared on me. 
It becomes a sad story.
I guess shit happens when your lonely.
Bored as fuck cuz I got no money.
I should be out with my buddy’s.
Not sitting inside with no company.
One more time and It’d be close to a felony.
I hope in time they’ll just forget about me.

Hopefully I’ll just be a memory.

Live in peace and just forget about me.

(Medicine in you)

Emo Rap, Trap, Indie Rock, EDM, Guitar, Hard Beats, Sad, Depressing