Why me

I'm so scared of the future is about to hold for me I'm so scared it makes me not want to be here I love my children with all my heart but I fear less they won't love me cuz I'm going to be so far apart I can't take this I can't take this feeling no more feeling of guilt and regret yeah I didn't try harder when I thought that I tried hard enough I thought that I was doing what you wanted I did not know that it wasn't good enough I'm so scared I don't want us to be apart I don't want to lose you I don't want to lose you you are my life you were my wife these are my kids you've brought me here you brought me to this place you said everything will be all right you said you will never leave me just come with me and you said everything will be okay just come with you you said I'm here now here and you want to leave me and throw me to the trash you want to act like I never tried like I never did anything for us when everything I did was for you bought a house for you about land for you I did everything for you and your family you made me part of it I made you part of mine so why would you throw me out like I never tried and all I wanted was for you to be happy I'm sorry you're sad my bad man I didn't know but please please don't take them from me I can't go a day or two without them I can't go a minute without them I can't live this life without them I'm so scared I don't want to be here I'm so scared that I don't want to be here I feel the road tightening on my neck the pressure builds and builds I don't know what to do I just wish I wasn't here I want to turn this light off forever I'm so scared I love you you are my life my life my everything my all my being my everything my just everyday just don't please don't I'm so scared please don't leave me here alone please don't do this to me again I don't think I'm going to make it man I don't think I'm going to make it again I can't do this again please please give me back my family please God give me back my family God Lord Jesus Christ is getting back my family please I'm begging you are my knees give me back my family I do not deserve this I'll do anything that they need please give me back my family

Rustic Bluegrass with Banjo, Fiddle, and Foot-Tapping Rhythm