Prompt / Lyrics
Intro – airy female vocal sample echoing “love me”] I ain’t lookin’ to heal… I’m lookin’ to feel. Even if it’s broken, let me bleed in peace. --- [Verse 1] You ain't love me, you just liked my damage We kissed in silence, called that passion I ain't know peace, but I knew her curves Used her body like a prayer I ain’t deserve I was never whole, just held together Told her "forever" but meant "until I feel better" She asked if I was good — I said "I guess" But I was drownin’ in trauma she ain't even met I let her in when I should’ve healed Gave her a hug I ain’t give myself in years Her smile felt safe, but my heart still ran I was tryna fix me with her hands --- [Hook – melodic with autotune harmonies] This that band-aid love Only hold me 'cause the pain too much I ain’t ready, but I still need touch Let me fake it 'til it feels like trust You ain’t the cure, but you feel like now And now feels better than breakdowns Call me selfish, call me numb But tonight I just need someone --- [Verse 2] Told her don’t fall, but she slid too deep And I ain’t strong enough to pull her from me We played home with a mattress and weed Tryna build love on some make-believe I kept the lights low 'cause I feared what she’d see Every scar, every night I ain’t sleep I wasn’t ready, but I couldn’t be alone So I turned her heart into a payphone Only dialed in when the wounds got loud Only held tight when my world shut down She ain’t ask for a fixer-upper But I showed up broke tryna love her --- [Hook Repeat – with layered harmonies and echo FX] This that band-aid love Only hold me 'cause the pain too much I ain’t ready, but I still need touch Let me fake it 'til it feels like trust You ain’t the cure, but you feel like now And now feels better than breakdowns Call me selfish, call me numb But tonight I just need someone --- [Outro – whisper flow, heartbeat-style 808 fade] Don’t patch me up if you ain’t tryna stay… I’m tired of love that peels the next day.
Tags
89 BPM, Trap-soul | Melancholic | Intimate and toxic, male
Duration
3:09
Instrumental
No
Created
6/6/2025