Selfish

I've been a fool for far too long I had enough of holding my tongue
You only care about yourself don't care about anyone else

I don't know how you sleep at night
If I was you my conscience I would have to fight

I wish I could go back and do it all again
I wouldn't love you wouldn't even be your friend
With all you do it's so hard to defend
And on you I could never depend


I don't know how you can look me in the eye
All the while telling lie after lie

You put a burden on my shoulders
You make me feel I am twenty years older 

No emotion or empathy your heart is black
You never give what you owe back

You cheat the ones who love and care
You are never true or fair

I wish I could go back and do it all again
I wouldn't love you wouldn't even be your friend
With all you do it's so hard to defend
And on you I could never depend

Do you know how much you ruin my life
You always pushing and twisting the knife

Its not the life I would have chosen for myself
I wasn't greedy and didn't need wealth

I only wanted love to be a mother and a wife 
Wasn't too much to ask of life

The days and years have gone by so fast
The happy days they didn't last

There is no love from you, it's not real and you're just cruel
It makes me really sad
When I think of the life we could have had

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