Selfish

I've been a fool for far too long I had enough of holding my tongue

You only care about yourself don't care about anyone else

I don't know how you sleep at night

If I was you my conscience I would have to fight

I wish I could go back and do it all again

I wouldn't love you wouldn't even be your friend

With all you do it's so hard to defend

And on you I could never depend

I don't know how you can look me in the eye

All the while telling lie after lie

You put a burden on my shoulders

You make me feel I am twenty years older

No emotion or empathy your heart is black

You never give what you owe back

You cheat the ones who love and care

You are never true or fair

I wish I could go back and do it all again

I wouldn't love you wouldn't even be your friend

With all you do it's so hard to defend

And on you I could never depend

Do you know how much you ruin my life

You always pushing and twisting the knife

Its not the life I would have chosen for myself

I wasn't greedy and didn't need wealth

I only wanted love to be a mother and a wife

Wasn't too much to ask of life

The days and years have gone by so fast

The happy days they didn't last

There is no love from you, it's not real and you're just cruel

It makes me really sad

When I think of the life we could have had