Confused

Sittin’ here

At the edge of my lawn

Looking out towards sunset

Wishin’ you were here

With me

I’m so confused

How did I get here?

When did this start?

When did these feelings start coming into play?

I wonder how long they are here to stay

I’m so confused~

What do I do?~

Oooh~

Look at me~

And I will see~

Do I face it head on?

Or do I avoid it entirely?

I don’t think I can be straightforwardly~

Forwardly~

When you speak to me~

My heart sings louder

When you look at me~

I look away

I can’t look at you

I’m so confused~

What do I do?~

Oooh~

But in reality

I don’t see you and me

Even if we carved our initials in a tree

My fantasies~

They get the better of me~

They make me believe

In these fallacies~

Spinning’ in my delusions

How typical of me

I’m so confused~

What do I do?~

Ooh~

Just lay down on the ground

Waitin’ for a moment

Reflecting on on the thoughts runnin’ through my head

It’s okay to be unsure

Ooh~

Ooh~

Ooh~