Why you had to D-I-E on me n now you R.I.P
It was ‘posed to be just you and me feel like you dipped on me
I still feel the vibe of you, I feel like you was getting me
Wishing I could get to you, in Heaven save a place for me
Why you gone?
N you the reason that I write this song
Now it’s making sense cuz you been a angel all along
I admit that I repent how am I gone right my wrong
You was real wit me from the jump how could you b so strong
This world filthy dealin wit it I go thru withdrawals
If I knew you had demons chasing you I woulda boxed ‘em off
1 on 1
Fought em all
Go against every odd
Guess you where you belong
Life is weird but All in all
Just keep ya halo
You a Goddess in disguise but Shii what do they know?
Know your limit never been the sky babygirl jus fly
You was tryna reach the highest high I saw it in your eyes
Tell me how can I stop punching on this clock and buy back time
some shit I can’t deny I loved to see you smile
I was trippin then I can still feel you in my mind
I tried to double back but sometimes shit jus dont align
I always let you finish first it’s like I’m stuck in line
Babygirl if I could go reverse it you’d still be alive
You never let it boost your ego told u dat you supa fine
Still thanking God I met you despite all the compromise
I feel you talking to me spiritually I could see the signs
Where do I go from here? You got me shedding tears
N fears
now I’m furious the type of Shii to cut off all my peers
I Fucked up was delirious this hit me like a burning spear
Why u had to go n climb them stairs you been here 18 years
Got me sayin God damn
How can I say God’s plan
Thinkin thru these warehouse shifts it got me feelin boxed in
Grateful for the time spent
Grateful for your kindness
Grateful for your soul n that your spirit still responsive
Grateful you was on my side n not my enemy
Thankful i apologized to you tho you offended me
Felt like you was using me
But Now I see it clearly
Baby girl I know soul survived cuz it’s correcting me
I can feel the essence of your presence like your next to me
I can tell your better up in Heaven I feel energy
It’s like with you I’ll never finish sneezing you keep blessing me
N tho this shit just hurt me way too much your somehow helping me
I learned to think from my crown
Sometime it come out wit sound
I still got feelings around
Feel like I’m feelin em now
I been here puttin em down
This shit as heavy as pounds
You don’t belong in the ground
Girl you a star in the clouds for real