Sorry, It’s Me…Not You

I’m sorry but I can’t give my all
I thought I was ready 
I’m carrying baggage that I can’t hold 
My mind is wondering, 
If you would do the same as my last 
Caught up in my feelings so damn fast 
I don’t 
I don’t got time to loose my mind 
Where you are, where you been 
Who you’re around, are you having a good time 
Have you eaten
I don’t want to worry about things like this 
I rushed this 
I’m sorry 
But I don’t want this 

Just trying to protect my integrity 
Hold my thoughts 
I want to protect my stability 
Hold my thoughts 
I need to know where I need to be 
Hold my thoughts 
Sorry I have to cut you free 

Just trying to protect my integrity 
Hold my thoughts 
I want to protect my stability 
Hold my thoughts 
I need to know where I need to be 
Hold my thoughts 
Sorry I have to cut you free 

I’ve been rag dogged left in despaired 
Sitting home all alone 
Like if I only lived there 
Praying for a story book relationship
No telling who he’s has relations with 
I’m tired can’t do it anymore 
I am a lady not a chore 
Got to take care of me 
All ties 
I got to cut them free 
But until then it’s all me 
My mental is me 
My time is me 
My heart is me 
Just want to be free

Just trying to protect my integrity Hold
Hold my thoughts 
I want to protect my stability 
Hold my thoughts 
I need to know where I need to be 
Hold my thoughts 
Sorry I have to cut you free

Just trying to protect my integrity Hold
My thoughts are hanging 
On my stability 
My thoughts are wondering 
Where I need to be 
Hold my thoughts 
Sorry have to cut you free 
Sorry 
It’s me not you 
It’s not you 

R&B, Bass, Female