not done

stress is getting stronger anxiety rides along depression never left 
 people always push but have no strength to pull 
the world is getting darker and comes the cold 
while I sit on this bench feels like I"m always alone 
looking at the ground when I should be looking up God has all the answers I read it his book
people keep on dying to left and to the right 
people walking out  everyday and every night
holding this cigarette isn"t a torture Jesus light holding your hand out starts feeling like a sin you want all the glory without putting work in
I got mouth to feed bills to pay bosses to please doctor to see and at the end of the day I got nothing from me 
I"ll be laying in bed forgetting how to sleep thinking about the fuck ups today and how I can win 
but I think nothing the same and It always going to change only getting harder everyday
making $@30 an hour it just isn"t the same you can only pay for 10 miles of gas money, 40 miles away it"s about where the grocery will stay
thank God I got my wife to keep my head in line making sure it"s right doing this shit alone can"t make the flight into the future into my goals for them being pushed back no more putting on hold better future awaits I know it does just waiting for this plane to land for a better tomorrow

Confident