Balance

[chorus]
I just need a way to get away for a minute 
I dont wanna feel the same back then 
cuz i just end up feeling 
like i need to make a difference 
its so hard for me to not pretend 
like i dont need anybody just some peace of mind 
too many ways for them to not convince me otherwise
ive seen the balance in it i just needed stable eyes 
i dont wanna question every step i take like what if i 
what if i 

[verse]
what if i did, what if i don’t, what if i do 
why do i always got something to prove?
act like i never had nothing to lose 
thinking they know me but dont know the truth 
judging my steps like they walked in my shoes 
look at me different when they wouldnt listen mistake my intentions for switchin my views 
i was just grinding 
finding my way in this shit 
going through levels i dealt with my devils 
and now that im climbing they say im the shit 
this aint a sprint its a marathon 
trynna get up barely hanging on 
lost in the lights and the cameras 
flashin trynna take action 
i know one day they‘ll remember us 

[bridge]
eyes closed 
sometimes i still wonder where the 
time goes 
slipping through my fingers 
i don’t mind tho 
where this road will take me 
hell if i know 

[chorus]
I just need a way to get away for a minute 
I dont wanna feel the same back then 
cuz i just end up feeling 
like i need to make a difference 
its so hard for me to not pretend 
like i dont need anybody just some peace of mind 
too many ways for them to not convince me otherwise
ive seen the balance in it i just needed stable eyes 
i dont wanna question every step i take like what if i 
what if i

rap, rock, alternative rock, ambient