[Intro][layered bassline][sub bass][dnb D&B]
[haunting vamp][dark rave trap]
[death metal layer][classical piano melody][depressive vocals][fast slow fast tempo][dynamic beat][motif]
[Hook][dnb trap metal][Aggressive hurt vocal][emotionally gritty eerie female]
Is it something bout me
bout how
I go about things
OR
Is it nothing bout me
& its more about how
you do the same things
[Build drama][aggression][frustrated tone][angry][bitter][metal growls]
[Trap rap Verse 1][haunting gritty female][vocal layers][pitch fx][d&b trap]
Well either way
I have to guess
Cos you dont reply to my texts
Or
Emails or phone calls
Needed my house key but you just ignore me
so I came over to yours
You yelled & kept callin' me a hore
[Angry Male shout] "GO HORE! GO HORE! GO HORE!"
[Female] Yelled it in my face & sooo much more
But it wasn't that
That had
The biggest impact -
But instead
It was the passionate words [pause]
I wish you were dead!! [echo][hollowed][pitch bent fx] [sudden stop]
[Pause]
[Sudden entry]
[Hook][beat pad][Electric violin riff]
[Verse 2][fast raspy female rap]
What else am I supposed to do
I try to organize shit with you
But your Avoidance
Means I become the annoyance
& Trust me
All I fucking want is peace
So lets just move on & get on with it finally
Cos this dramatic way
Youre choosing to behave
Is wasting everyone's energy
Move the fuck on already
4 years almost 5 its been
It's time to stop avoiding everything
Otherwise
Youll keep losing your mind
Feel paralyzed
Or get surprised
When you realise
That you're not fine
Out of sight out of mind
Is only healed in disguise
& you n me have so much history
That this aint only
A brief
Moment of grief
But years of feeling pain hurt love & everything in between
[Hook][heartfelt broken][angelic dubstep][sub woofer][haunting vamp]
[Verse 3][sad gritty female rap]
You may think you dealt with it
Processed it all
And felt it
But it seems to me
By the way youre still reacting
Theres more underneath
That may need unpacking
[Thinking pause][skip beat]
I know its your journey
But you still hurt me
Your abuse constantly burns deep
Its mentally damaging me beyond concerning
[Sudden Bass drop][Interlude][amped up beat][high energy][grandeur riff][switch tempo][fast slow fast][multi layered bass line][echo][pitch bent fx]
[Bridge][eerie d&b][haunting gritty female]
Body shakes
Chest pumping from a racing heart rate
Thoughts fire then freeze
Just wanna fall to my knees
& plead.. ... .. please
[Emotional female] Stop
Youre breaking me
Got no idea why youre hating on me
Or intimidating me
---
I'll leave!!!
But first
[Begging]
Just please!!!??
Can you go get me my things?
-- [dramatic pause]
[Hook][dramatic][intense kick drum]
[Outro][dark rave][angry bass beat][hurt gritty female]
No remorse
Only more coarse
Words & harsh insults
flying fists
Gives me the shits
That one day you wont resist
& You wont miss
we both know Neither of us would come back from something like that
[Epic dnb finish]
[End]