Pain within hurting

Walking through life trying to pick up the pieces, I can’t find myself or the reason to be here. Trying so hard to make it all makes sense. Listen to me now; this is the hardest. I’ve lost my son’s deep, burning fire. All four of them, life that expired, I wish they were here. I love my heart playing their games. I miss them so.
[Pre Chorus]
When you give me a hug, you know I’m hurting down inside. You feel my soul. You make me happy; you make my love for you grow. You are my Raven in the sky. You are my light that is the Dawn.
[Verse]
When you hug me, you know I’m hurting. Yes, you know I’m  hurting. I miss them. My sadness is deep, and I don’t see life. I see nothing through my  eyes. I cover in tears of loss for my sons and things we will miss that should have been with them forever, playing in my heart and soul. When you hug me, you know I’m hurting, hurting,  hurting, hurting pain within hurting. When you hug me, you know I’m pain within hurting. 
[Final Chorus]
When you give me a hug, you know I’m hurting down inside. You feel my soul. You make me happy; you make my love for you grow. You are my Raven in the sky. You are my light that is the Dawn. When you hug me, you know I’m hurting, hurting,  hurting, hurting pain within hurting.
[Intro]
When you hug me, you know I’m hurting, hurting,  hurting, hurting pain within hurting.

male, rap, hip hop, reggae