Holding on for

Head spinning…

Her voice in my head singing…

I’m tired of this feeling…

(Why won’t it stop…T.S)

Yeah… it’s late at night

I’m wide awake, can’t sleep

Feeling the cut of pain so deep

Even if I share, you wouldn’t care

It’s really a shame; I try and try but it’s always the same

I’m done won’t try again…

(hmmm)

Maybe I’m not made for love

Still, I have this feeling I need to get rid of…

(hmmm)

I keep falling, falling through the cracks….

Memories haunt me, keep pulling me back…

Ohhh… I’m breaking, can’t fake it no more

Hmm… my heart’s aching, shattered on the floor

Ohhh… every night I’m lost in the storm

Calling your name but you’re gone like before

Hmm… I keep hurting, don’t know what it’s for

Ohhh… tell me what I’m holding on for…

(Ohhh… tell me what I’m holding on for…)

Yeah… I scroll through our old texts

Can’t help but feel the weight in my chest

Smiles turned to silence, now it’s all cold

(hmmm)

I replay the lies like a song on repeat

Stuck in a loop, can't get back on my feet

(hmmm)

Told myself I'd be fine on my own

But late at night, I still feel alone...

I keep falling, falling through the cracks….

Memories haunt me, keep pulling me back…

Ohhh… I’m breaking, can’t fake it no more

Hmm… my heart’s aching, shattered on the floor

Ohhh… every night I’m lost in the storm

Calling your name but you’re gone like before

Hmm… I keep hurting, don’t know what it’s for

Ohhh… tell me what I’m holding on for…

(Ohhh… tell me what I’m holding on for…)

Thought this time would be different

But I’m back to lighting a cigarette

Burning slow, like the hope I kept

Still losing a game I never set

Yeah, it always ends the same

'Cause you’re the fire, and I’m the flame…

Ohhh… I’m breaking, can’t fake it no more

Hmm… my heart’s aching, shattered on the floor

Ohhh… every night I’m lost in the storm

Calling your name but you’re gone like before

Hmm… I keep hurting, don’t know what it’s for

Ohhh… tell me what I’m holding on for…

(Ohhh… tell me what I’m holding on for…)

(Hmm…)

Ashes fall where love once lived

All I gave, you never did

I whisper goodbye into the night

Still hoping someday you'll make it right…

(Hmm… why won’t it stop…)