1of1 - Tryna Breathe

(mmm… yeah…)

(ohhh… 1of1…)

Voices in my head but they don’t define me…

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I been fightin’ storms inside me 🌧️

Smiles outside but they don’t see me

Walkin’ through the night, I’m lonely 🌙

But I know this pain gon’ mold me

I was lost but now I’m finding

Pieces of my soul, rewinding

If I fall, don’t leave me drowning

I’m still here… just tryna breathe

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Late nights, city lights, Providence glow

Demons in my shadow, everywhere that I go

Tried to numb the feeling, I was stuck in a hole

Had to face the mirror just to get back my soul

I remember ramen, now it’s plates lookin’ different

Still the same pain, just the view got expensive

People come and go, that’s a lesson, I get it

But the scars on my heart? yeah they permanent in it

I was driftin’ in space, no gravity holdin’

Tryna find peace while my thoughts steady rollin’

Had to lose love just to see what I’m growin’

Now I move quiet, every move feel chosen

(hmm… yeah…)

I been talkin’ to God but I don’t hear replies

Still I look to the sky when there’s tears in my eyes

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I been fightin’ storms inside me 🌧️

Smiles outside but they don’t see me

Walkin’ through the night, I’m lonely 🌙

But I know this pain gon’ mold me

I was lost but now I’m finding

Pieces of my soul, rewinding

If I fall, don’t leave me drowning

I’m still here… just tryna breathe

⸻

Hmmmm… shadows talk when it’s quiet

Mind in a war but I’m tryna stay silent

Heart full of love but the world keep denyin’

So I built up a wall now they think I’m a giant

But inside I’m a kid still searchin’ for peace

All these broken memories playin’ on repeat

Had to cut ties, even ones close to me

‘Cause they loved who I was, not who I could be

Storms don’t last but they shape who you are

Every wound turned a lesson, every pain left a scar

Now I’m drivin’ through life like a one-of-one car

With no map, just faith, tryna follow the stars

(mmm… yeah…)

If I fade, will they notice my light?

Or just love me when everything right?

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(hmmmmm… ohhh…)

I been lost in the dark…

Tryna find where you are…

If I fall… if I break…

Will you stay… or just fade…

⸻

I been fightin’ storms inside me 🌧️

Smiles outside but they don’t see me

Walkin’ through the night, I’m lonely 🌙

But I know this pain gon’ mold me

I was lost but now I’m finding

Pieces of my soul, rewinding

If I fall, don’t leave me drowning

I’m still here… just tryna breathe