Flickering in the dark

Don’t just want you to understand…

I need to be understood

Because I feel like I am alone, stuck in the woods

This never was what I planned…

(This is real T.S you need to feel)

"I think, therefore I am…"

Still, I know nothing — I’m lost!

Went through it all,

Hearing a voice in the back of my mind so soft,

Feeling so small… but I’ll get out, even if I crawl.

I want truth — I’m done with illusion,

No more comfort in the grand delusion…

(I’m just a being in search of meaning)

Can you hear me?

I’m screaming through silence, trapped in the noise,

Fighting for balance, with a voice I can’t voice.

I'm not okay, but I’m trying to stand —

Not just a thought, I’m more than a man.

Truth in my veins, pain in my blood,

Searching for light while I’m stuck in the mud.

Will you see me? Will you understand?

Or am I just a shadow reaching out with my hand?

“To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering”

Fuck this is just my luck

How can you find meaning

When you’re in a pit that is dark…

Theres no light not even a spark…

I’m stuck in the dark, no flame, no guide,

Just pain in my chest and a war inside.

They say there’s meaning — where the hell is that?

All I see is shadows and a heart gone flat.

But still I breathe, still I bleed,

Still I fight through the ache and the need.

If this is life, then let it be rough —

‘Cause even the broken can still be enough.

But fuck, this just feels like bad luck, no healing.

How do you find purpose when you’re trapped in the dark?

No light, no flame, not even a spark.

Just echoes and shadows, pain on repeat,

Digging for truth in the cold concrete.

They say “hold on” — but to what? There’s no rope,

Just my breath and a flickering thread of hope.