Broken promises, echoes of my past, Self-doubt whispers in the dark, Treated myself with disrespect, Scars left by hearts I trusted too much. I’ve been unfair, let others steer my course, Talked out of dreams that once burned bright, Victim of my own doubts, As I stand here,questioning my worth. Father’s death, a weight I must bear, Fighting for my son’s and daughters, a battle I must win, Cultish judgment, a disfigured view, Family torn apart, love left to decay. Narcissistic minds of the past, judging from afar, Soulless hell I must pay,a twisted view of worth, Priesthood holders, pride in their eyes, Dismissing my soul, denying my rise. I’ve been made primary, yet feel so lost, Support battles, a system that’s crossed, The struggles of doubt, a legal fight I must win, For my children, I’ll stand strong, though the odds are tough. Father’s death, a weight I must bear, Fighting for my children, a battle I must win, Cultish judgment, a disfigured view, Family torn apart, love left to decay. Hell of darkness turned entrepreneur of life, Building a life, chasing a dream, Three marriages torn apart by greedy lies of lust, A fiancé, an angel I never knew existed, her beacon of light only shined at times of suicidal eternity, she gives me liberty, a freedom I never knew of, a love so deep, she’s the phoenix of my heart, A family growing, yet shadows still remain. Losses have pile up, a darkened soul in pain, Best friends gone to young, to war and disease, Mother’s heartaches of loss, father’s affairs, A childhood scarred, a heart that wears on. I’ve put too many in hands of blackened eternal bags, awaits the echo noise of zipping of my mother’s eyes, as i have so many, a sorrowful heart for those laid into my arms of death, my eyes being last soul seen on this earth, the cross over of A young burden of death, a soul that won’t be dismissed, Questions of my worth, a darkened soul in quest, For meaning, for love, for a life I can trust. Father’s death, a weight I must bear, Fighting for my children, a battle I must win, Cultish judgment, a disfigured view, Family torn apart, love left to decay. Echoes of my darkened soul, a song of pain, Seeking healing, a light to contain, Through the struggles, I’ll rise again,For ones not here no more.

Echoes of My darkened Soul